After Death Experience - ADE: A Brief Recollection FYI

CAPTION FOR THIS FINE PIECE OF ARTWORK:  Who would fill my shoes/purpose if not the me Who I AM Now?

I've metioned in several of my posts in different pods in the zLounge that I've had a After Death Experience (ADE) that has altered my life and changed my perspectives rather radically. 
And I've noticed some people were interested in more information regarding this. So, in that spirit, I shall share.  It has never been my intention to be cryptic or to withhold information.  It just seems to me that my posts are long enough!!

If there is is desire for more understanding.  Simply ask, I've discovered it is easier for me to keep current with responding by keeping the 'guts of the informing' centralized.   This blogging spot  seems to serve that purpose better than my present approach of casting myself  all over the place.  I do love people, and pod dialog is great way to keep reaching out.

THE NATURE OF THE ACCIDENT:
WHEN I was 20yrs old, I was living in Ohio. One fine spring morning, I was pulling my new Ford Econoline van out of a brick garage. I noticed I was about to scratch the paint of this van with my angle of exit, so I got out of the van to get an outside view of my predicament.  As I was retuning to get into the vehicle, it jumped gear and started moving forward- oh, that big V8 engine I bought was now a power I wish I didn't have!  I couldn't jump into the vehicle fast enough to prevent the door from closing and cutting off my legs, so I fell to the back and was gathering my senses, leaning on the van in 'freak-out' state.   But, since I was still leaning on the van which was still inching forward, it got me sucked into the space between the wall and van, compressing me.  I was slowly being 'smashed to death."   To not be too graphic, the result, was that  I WAS compressed to death.

THE AFTER DEATH EXPERIENCE;
To Pick a Cosmic Hair, it was actually, A BEFORE, DURING AND AFTER  -FULLY CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF MY- DEATH AND RETURN TO BODILY LIFE EXPERIENCE:   
There was a moment when I KNEW I was about to die.  I immediately shifted my focus from   praying to go unconscious so as to not be aware of all the pain, to immediately  one of Forgiving all those I was angry with, and seeking that all the people I had caused to pain  and to suffer,  to forgive me.  I wanted to release ALL the resentments, and return ALL to Love.

NEXT thing, I was aware of was the flight from my body.  It can best be described as an upward movement in which All that I Am was exiting the body.  My first sensation was one of great joy and relief; it felt like I was just freed from a VERY Tight girdle, and anyone who has donned the restrictions of such a devise,  knows the joys of removing it!

 I was clearly, NOT the body, I was IN the body; the body was an organic vehicle I was inhabiting, kind of like taking a Cosmic Life joy ride in a "car" that I was VERY IDentified with, over identified, actually.

NEXT thing, I am looking down at the smashed body and a neighbor, a man in his 70's or 80's agaped upon finding me in this accident, and clenching his heart.  He was having a heart attack.  My Spirit swooped at him and removed the heart attack and eased his shock of discovery.  I was fully and compassionately aware of everything - the way my family would get the message of this, the people coming to this scene, the ambulance on its way, the panic of many coming upon the scene...

THEN, I proceed to return HOME. As, I turned from witnessing the scene below, ready to ascend upwardly, I recognized a Spiritual aspect best described as one of my Beloved Teachers. Many names have been ascribed to this wonderful being, to name two, Kuthumi, and St. Francis Assisi.  Spirit "speaks" in a holographic mentally telepathic way (best words at the moment I find for describing a communication that is not well known by humanity).  In the "flash of an eye," months of conversing can be exchanged.

This doesn't seem the time for details, so suffice it to say, I recognized there was a choice for my soul or spirit to make:
    1) I could GO HOME and regroup for a quick re-entry into another earth body - be born as an infant so as to continue to carry-out  the Cosmic charge I was presently losing contact with because I was dousing my pain and traumas with alcohol, and the body was dangerouslyaddicted to the drug.
    2) I could return to this body.  There would be a "miracle," and I would live without all the broken bones, etc. and I would remember 'enough' of this experience to KNOW that I was Infinite Spirit, I would put the alcoholic addiction behind me, and that I was moving  toward the purpose of my reason for being born, and that the Knowing  of "this moment' would befurther revealed as "it was time" for me to remember, and I was Love, and I was absolutely certain of my charge and ability to fulfill Divine Intention.

MY Choice.  It's clear the choice I made, right?  I was really clear about not doing the infant route.  I was barely completing that cycle now!!?  Adulthood was the important state I had to come to so as to complete the work before me.

Does this suffice, my friends? As I've mentioned above,  I've no intention to be cryptic, it's simply a matter of when is the time to share EVEN MORE.  The question, always informs me that it is time to share MORE and the nature of that MORE.

Great and WonderFilled Day to all,
All To Love,  Sharon